Admonishment

A couple of days ago I had that part of the verse, "Oh ye of little faith" speak to me and I thought of my last blog post and I felt admonished.

Today as I was hiking I was remembering how when I was deep in grief after losing our daughter, Kohlie, there would be times I would be laughing one instant and the next I would be crying, not understanding why or how.  There were triggers to my grief that I had no understanding of (although sometimes I did.)  Grief is so real in adoption and it can be manifested in so many ways that is hard to understand or recognize as grief.  I was also thinking that the "parties" that are triggers to Eden also trigger her grief.  


Time IS a great healer, as was mentioned in a comment.  What is hard to remember is that it is NOT our time but in God's timing and in his healing power because he is The Great Physician.  He knows how and when and for me it is just a big fat question mark!!  "Oh, ye of little faith!"  Just believe....!