A Bit Disheartened

Getting back into the school routine, replacing our old computer, and the events of lately have kept me from blogging.  Truth be told, though, I have missed it! 

We have had such a good run with Eden for some time, able to help her with her anxieties and apprehension with changes by using a new technique.  I would like to believe we have been helping her but then it is hard to not second guess ourselves.  Are we really?  Have we really made progress?  I truly feel deep in my heart that we have and while I can't prove that, I will hold on to that with a bit of hope.

I will not go into detail about the new technique (by now it is not new since it has been in place for a couple months now) and we find once again it has timed out.  We have tried so many different methods / techniques for Eden and helping her to cope and yet it seems that none of them seem to last long.  I would like to believe that as her healing process takes place that different techniques are needed to change as well.

It is hard to not be discouraged and yet I just want to hold onto the bit of truth that I know healing is taking place in Eden. 

It did my heart good to see pictures when Eden was lost... even though they are hard!