Kohlie's Birthday

It is super hard to believe that Kohlie would have been ten years old today!!  It is hard to not wonder what she would have looked like, how she would be fitting into our family, etc...  I have had some sad moments today thinking of her and maybe just mostly feeling sorry for myself...

There is no way I could forget her birth I know!  It is such a story, like all the rest but significant in many ways...  I would have liked more quiet moments to just think of her and remember her but life is busy!  I was reminded of how after we lost her I wished the whole world would stop and quit moving like I felt inside but the truth is life keeps on....  That is a bit what I felt like today!  Needing quiet moments and time to remember....

Kohlie not long after being born!